Monday, November 1st, 2021.
11:00pm
I think of you often. Probably about every day. My feelings fluctuate between complete compassion and well wishes to hate and destruction. I wonder if you think of me. Probably not. You’ve been in love like 3 times since. It hurts but not because I don’t want you to have it but because I’m still waiting. I’m happy you got your blessings. I wish you’d stop taking such a big place in my heart. It’s truly killing me to be haunted by the memory of you loving me. I’m working on my healing and everyday is a new chance to practice what I preach. I will stop kissing you. I will stop loving you.







